Thanks for a new chance...

i just wannna say..hey...
thanks for what u have gave me...
i love you...

Jeff chang "shuo huang"

whn you are reading my blog,
every love post,
click on the 3rd song of my music list...

zhang xing zhe "shuo huang"

you will understand what i wanna tell you...

:-(

Im sorry... I love you

Baby...
Im sry if i treat u badly...
I tried my best t0 treat u the best d but sometimes i dont realise if i did smthg wrong...
Just wanna say...
I LOVE YOU ALL THE WHILE :-D

Chung Ling vs Chung Hwa (Final)

Slept for only few hours yesterday...
alarm woke me up at 7am but i keep snooze my alarm till 730...
woke up,brush my teeth...took a bath...
called jackson and xuanyang see wheather they are ready d anot...
cant get thru xuan yang at first until he called me and this is how the conversation does...
Xyang : ea,jayren aa,abo u fetch jackson go first laa,i ltr just go myself..
me : huh??u hamisu??
xyang :har...nth laaa.wa kun beh cheh...
me : o..okay la...
haha
reach sch at 8 am...
while on the car i saw the newspaper...
its a crime case and what makes it interesting is that it involve my sch...
if im not mistaken,the paper wrote that a car which the driver behave suspiciously sped off whn two police man stop him over...
they gave a chase throughout air itam and the suspect's car,green naza drove into my sch at abt 2.20pm (15 minutes just after sch finished) and planned to escape through our sch back door..
unfortunately,that time my sch's backdoor is locked and i duno how...but somehow the car manage to escape again through our sch main door but later the police drew their guns out and forced the suspect to surrender...but the suspect manage to run away and left over his car...
cool...

back to story...haha
the match started with the 3rd and 4th placing competiton...
the match between chung ling (basketball club) and smk haji + chung hwa (angel ping)
match started kinda boring which chung ling leading the first and second quarter..
after siiting thr for sometime,kevin said wanna go outside and eat char bee hoon so me,jackson,chun wai,marcus,teng aun and kevin went out...

on the way out,marcus picked up rm3 and we paid for the bee hoon..
after eating,went back to watch the final match...
the match started with both team full of fighting spirit and teamwork...
i dont realy remember the score but i the refrees of that match are totaly a piece of shit...
we scolded thm a few times but he's like tidak apa...
in the end the match ended chung hwa won...13 points leading if not wrong...
haix...
chung ling chung ling..
if i knew that earlier i would have slp longer thnis morning...
haha
just kidding...
anyway,goodjob guys...

haha lurve you all the while =)

Queensbay on 17-th

pic i took for baby when at sakae


went to my grandpa house in the morning...
went to sleep over at SP Setia the previous nite...
slp kinda late that nite chatting with baby and watching Final Destination IV
i date baby to go out the next day to watch a movie...
so baby asked mumy and so mummy allowed...
chat with baby until 2am that nite cause cant sleep and cant wait tmr to come..
hehx...
baby woke up kinda late the next day and i knew baby wont reach thr in time so i dint rush myself...
ask baby to reach thr by 1 but as usual laa...she reach around 2...haha
i tried to use phone reservation that day to get GSC tickets but due to overwhelming traffic,the reservation is unavailable...
since baby reached earlier than me so i ask baby to que up and gt the tickets either for the movie "Da Bing Xiao Jiang","Hua Tian Xi Shi", or "72 tenants of prosperity"...
baby que quite long that day and her hand bag was heavy so baby keep ask where am i...
im reaching soon baby...
haha
ran up to GSC and saw soooo many ppl que-ing up thr...
i cant find baby at first until i heard a familair sound calling "mata-sepat aa u?"
haha...
its baby...baby seems kinda unhappy that time...
so i accompany baby to wait til our turn and keep on make her happy back...
baby is easy to tam...
we que for a long time,i gues nearly half an hour and at that time we just saw all the movie tickets selling fast...
untill the PA system announced...
"Please take note that for the movie "72 tenants of prosperity","Little Big Soldier","All weel ends well 2010" the tickets are all sold out..."
that time i was like WTF...we qued so long and this is what we get?
not just the movie we wanted to watch is fully sold out but the other movies too except a malay movie "Lu Pikir Sendiri" is available...
but who the hell's gonna watch that??
baby was sooo angry that time cause she dint feel to shop that dayand she qued for so long but end up empty handed...
feel sooo sry to baby but what to do?
i took baby to walk for awhile and keep tam her....
later on i bring baby to sakae...
i know baby dont eat sushi but baby is full taht day so i just ate thr while baby playing with my food...
she's cute...haha
after our meals ...i mean my meal,we went for some window-shopping...haha
we went to nichie..kitchens...forever21 and few more...
baby be my model that day day..she went to fit evry shirt and dress that i pick for her...
later on baby said wanna head to brands outlet,so i accompany her...
baby showed me a polo tee that she said its simple and nice so i pull baby to fitting room again and asked her to try...
those are the pic we took that day...
rating 8/10

Our outing since not being together

19-2-2010
wake up in the morning at 6am...
cant wait till noon cause today im going out with my GF..
reached gp around 1230 and que up to take my ticket for the movie "72 tenants of prosperity"
i lied to GF that i havent reach gp but i dint know that she is much more slow than i expected :-@
after gt our tickets for 1:50 movie...
went to pastamania to catch up with chin,jackson,khyjie,hong nam and his friend..Zhao di...
i was waiting for gf but...she's too late and im hungry d so i ordered a spagetti marinara without cheese...
i rush the worker to make it fast for me cause im in a rush to catch my movie...
im the first to order but the last to get my meal....
sigh...
i finish quickly cause GF said she is reaching...
i end up like a glutton eater but gues what?
she just reach...damn slow man...
kinde angry but i dint scold her cause i knew it was not her fault..haha
after movie we went to CYC to catch up with my friends and later on end up in mega que...haha
GF seems boring thr...im sooo sry...
haha
after a game with chia shen,we went to padini to look for some cloth with hong nam and zhao di...
we took pics in the fiiting room...

You are back to me...

early yesterday you went to your friends house and have dancing practice..
do you know that i miss you alot?
i dont want to say out what had happen cause you and me know will do but in the end...
u msg me at nite...
u nudge me...
you always know that i dont want just to be a friend of yours but why must you think of hiding away from me?
if i can leave you...
i would have done it long time ago but i dint cause i cant...
but you're back to me...
im happy...
i promise you...
i will never scold you again...
i will never hold your freedom again...
i will never leave you alone agian...
i just want to care you in my life..

promise me...after today...
no more leaving each other...
I LOVE YOU..

A eye opener

reach school at 7.30am in the morning...
i bought some new year cookies to school to share with my school friends..
alot of ppl get their head bald..
i wonder is it because of the hot wheather?
haha
wei chia came to sch and saw one of a friend gt his head bald n said that...
"walau...he gt botak "zhen" de izit?hair long abit nia toh go cut botak agn"
haha...he was trying to say that is the guy have botak trauma...
haha...
suddenly our yu chin said "oii...if i cut botak tmr thats only botak "zhen" luh"
that time wei chia dint realy understand what he mean until he yu chin pointed his name tag to him cux yu chin chinese name read in this way..."YOU~ZHENG"
haha
hope u understand what i mean...
ltr the bell rang and chin just told me that thr is PJ today..
i was like...huh??did u guys gt the msg wrong o saw the wrong date?cause our PJ used to be on monday...
haha
but actualy im the one hu gt it wrong because the time table had changed and so....we have PJ today...
haha
today we are having our sukan tara test which includes~
+300m run in 70 seconds
+long jump
+lontar peluru

wow...i also forgot whn is the last time i trained myself for long distance run?
my stamina is nt as good as i used to be...

no.1 to no. 15 start the test..
whistle is blown and i only saw yu chin sprint all the way till the finishing line like he was been chased by a group of loanshark...haha
he finished first in his group clocking 42 second..
quite gud time...

next,no. 16-31
im 28th in the class so...my turn..haha
that moment what was in my mind is that...
"i wanna beat yu chin's time"
so...the whistle blown and i too sprint all the way till the finishing point and clocking 41 seconds....haha
i've beaten yu chin...
unfortunately after the run im too exhausted that i cant even satnd and sit properly...i lay on the grond n turning myself for a suitable position...
the feel is so awful...ur stomach is stuck n u cant braeth properly so a teacher came to me n slowly calm my back and i vomited out evrythg i ate that morning...
it feels better..
but no one knows that yu chin is more serious...
he dint even gv himself a rest after a long run and still force himself to do do the following test...
im still vry weak that time so i walk back to clas but i dint know that yu chin was earlier than me thr lying on the floor and groain in pain..
i thought he was just filming...u know...so i went into classroom and sit down with my head on the table...

suddenly i heard a loud bang...
yu chin fainted bside me and evryone gt a shock...
the teacher with a few students pull him up and gv him a massage but yu chin is groaning in pain like...u c in bluefilms u knw??
haha
that time he cant move himself nor even talk cause his whole body cramp and tears flowing out frm his eye...
i can feel the pain too...
more and more teacher came in to help until i ask Mr.Leong to call the ambulance cux his condition seems no improvement...
ambulance came within 10 mins and students frm the other class came in to see whats going on cux such situation is rare until ambulance need to came...
the medical officers pulled the bed to the classroom and send yu chin to hospital...
i followed him on the ambulance cause no matter what happen i wont leave him behind alone...
this is the first time i sat on the ambulance and its so cool cause whn thy switched on the siren,all the cars move away and even breakpass the red light...
wow...
we reach GH within 5 mins...
yu chin was send to the emergency ward...
i was thr with him and you know what??
GH sucks man...
thr are arond 10 medical officer thr sitting down bt non of thm came to yu chin...what kind of attitude is that...gosh...only a fresh graduate trainee came and ask for his IC n so on...
as usual thy give him blood test and the packet of sodium chloride hanging on his hand...
his mum came few minutes ltr and was calm to c that yu chin is fine...
she rush all the way frm home to GH wihin 10 mins...wow...
i gues his mum used to be the ambulance driver...haha kidding...
after his condition was stable, i leave with my teacher back to school...
GH is a vry dirty place the teacher said...
the place whr most ppl died..
ew...
and the bed shhet,the curtains are full of bloodstain...
i will never step in thr agn if its nt necessary...
reach sch around 10am and evrythg remain back to normal...

ITS AN EYE OPENER for me today to sit on an ambulance and visit GH...

thgs i wanna share

i always thought that relationship is a thg btween me and u..

~we dont need anyone to judge us
~we dont need anyone to teach us what to do
~we dont need anyone to involve betwwen us..

i simply dont understand whats in your mind..

thr are THGS I WANNA SHARE
i like these pic alot but u stop me frm leaking it out...
i just dont understand why...
i love those pic...

3/5/2009 the day i always remember

Remember that whn the first time i told you i like you?hehex..that time you r like..houh...are u kidding..the first time i ask you to b my gf...u din reply for sometime...i thought that your hiding away from me since then..my heart pop soo fast that its cuming out..hah..finally u reply me...at first its kinda scare to see wats in the msg...i took a deep breath..i press on "yes" button..the msg pop up...its not a gud news...kinda down ank myself why?~m i bad to u?~m i too slow?~m i ugly?~m i everythg..alot alot n alotbut u told me maybe we just be friends..its okay..i told myself...maybe its too early..from then onwars..i treat u nicely jux try to touche ur heart..whn you r angry..im here always for you to scold...whn you r sad i m the first one to console you...whn you r happy i shared with you...the feelings is so....u knw...happy...hahaltr on after few weeks i guess...i ask myself to give another try...maybe u will accept me this time...i took a long time to send just simple few words msg...im worried...i dont know what will you reply me??even if its a yes or a no i dont know how to start another topic..i tried...but for the second time...u reject me...this time you are honest to me...you told me that you have a hard decision to made...u knew a guy earlier than me but u too like me and him...so you dont know who to choose ...i dint force you to choose one at that time..but once again i told myself that..dont worry...maybe my effort havent paid out yet...i will keep on...Untill the day i asked you out for the drama competiton which falls on the 3rd of May 2009...you still remember that time?i reached and you are already there if i dint rmb wrong...you are at upstairs that time with all your friends and im too nervous to go up thr and meet you untill you came down...i was like....gosh...what should i do??im soo nervous to talk to you and so on...but when time passes,i slowly adapt to it and start to talk with you more...we went into the hall and you picked the inside seat...you went in first and i wanted to sit with you but...you're so fast and i thought that you werent thiking of sitting with me until your friend gave me space and ask me in...i sat beside you and waited for ys and henry to come...i was reading the booklet they gave and you're like closing my book ask me not to see but i keep on turn back and read..hahahthe feeling is graet you know whn the person you like touched you..later on after the drama started for awhile i told you that im hungry...and you ask me to go out and have some food..you dint realise and understand that i want you to go with me..hahaits okay...you went out with your friends later and said your going to the washroom but you guys end up at opposite dewan sri eating...you called me and ask me to come out and have some food together cause im hungry...you showed me your care on the phone and im soo happy you know?im too nervous that time to go out alone to meet you...so i act like im nothing, no hungry and wait you back..silly huh i said back all this...half an hour later after you leave,its break time...no doubt..i have to go and meet you cause your bag is with me you remember??hahawe ate mee rebus and ais kacang thr and that is the first time i spend my time eating with you...so many first time..hahaafter eating,henry went back and we walk back to the auditorium and line up to get back to the hall again but unfortunately i have to leave early cause i have tuition...i went back but just when i step in the car i started to msg you untill the whole competition ends..you know...since i leave early that day,i miss you the whole day and keep thinking of you..hahauntill nite came around 730pm..u was at ys house and i start again...this time i dint confess to you and ask you to accept me but...i ask you in different way...i ask you who do you like wor...
this time u dint answer me but you forward a mms to me...
i opened it up and saw my own pic..
you told me thats the person you like...
haha
that time i get a shock at the first place...
i...i dont know how to describe how i feel that time...
so i asked back you...
"urm...so what does it mean??u willing to accept me d?"
the very first time you said yes to me and im sooooooo happy...
and from that day onwards we start our relationship as a couple..

you see all these while i never forget a single thgs that we had been through before...
i promise to traet you good and make you feel happy all the time...
thr is still alot we had been through...
it keeps in our memory forever...

i just wanna say i know for the past few months i changed alot but i dint meant to...just that...human change rite??
no matter how i change but im sure 1 thgs never change...
my heart to you...

i promise to be a better person from now on and never leave you again...
i will hold you tilll the day you tell me that you dont love me anymore...

p/s i love you

i have things to share

sometimes...i wonder
a relationship is between me and you

~we dont need anyone to judge us
~we dont need anyone to teach us what to do
~we dont need anyone to involve btw us

I simply dont know what you are thinking
Why can we just be who we are?

I dont like it whn u ask me to leave..

My very first post

The first time using blog...
Kinda new here...
Lot to learn...
I wonder why i will learn to use blog

~One of the way to share my life
~One of the way to share my heart
~One of the way to Faxie

someone told me before that blogging is a place to tell me something..
she can tell me face to face..
so i used to view her blog and see what's new..

sometimes i do have my own words to say but who can realy listen to me?

they just feel like its not their prob..they just eng shiu you...you know...

I hope it will be interesting to share my stuf with you...