MSSPP handball

left sch earlt this morning cause need go home and take my IC...
sch wants us to wear long pants for the photo session today...
haha....feel knida weird wearing on it...

before going to st.georges,me,marcus,gee cheong,gee kiat went to jackson house for gambling agaian...
gosh...lost another 50 bucks on texas...

reached st.georges at 2:30 pm...
at first when we saw our opponent,we are like...
wah... fell so tiny in there cause their sizes are bigger than us,and we tot thats the end...
we're going to lose
but no we dont,we still have two top players...
weipin and william...(both f6)

start off our match against MBS...
nothing to say,just that they are damn not sporting man...haha
won 8-1 in this game...actualy the 1 that they score should not be counted...its a foul...
but nevermind d laa...haha

2nd match vs smk teknik
this is much easier won 10-0

3rd match...vs smk al-mashoor
won 4-1...
its raining heavily that time and my jersey is soooooo damn heavy but i manage to secure my goal post yet..
kena score...lol

4th game,vs smk tar
won 6-0
damn cold that time but clean sheet...
zone champion,playing penang game on 19th...

those are the pic for today

GP with baby

after the run yesterday,i went gp with baby...
before that,me, marcus and chin walked to ash's house to take a bath before going to gp...
we reached there around 12.30pm...
went to mcd to have lunch...
after our lunch we went to buy tickets for the movie "how to train your dragon"
ash,chin and marcus watched it in normal cinema while me and baby tried premiere class...
its comfortable in cold inside...
baby suddenly called me told me that i dont have to fetch her because her friend can fetch her there...
whoo...
at least i dont have to rush...
haha...
later on we went to BREEKS to gamble...
wow...
just an hour ambling i can lost rm50...
but nevermmind,im okay with it..haha
baby waited me infront of cinema nearly 3pm...
we went in there and enjoy our movie...
baby love the dragon named "toothless" sooo much and kept mention bout it even after the show....
i feel that baby is more cute...haha
after the movie,me and baby went to shop together...
i choose some cloths for baby...baby took into fitting room but doesnt wanna try it...
weird huh?
so we took pic there..
went to toy's r us ...
the place where we will oways go since a year ago...
baby is sooooo cute in there when i hold the cute lil doggy and rub her nose...
haha...
we even went to MPH to look for some magazine...
i mean baby looked for it..haha
later that baby doesnt wanna follow me to breeks again to have dinner so she went up with her friends while i went to breeks to meet up with marcus,hanwoei,zhirong,chin and jackson...
soo...
we gambled again...haha
went back around 6.30pm...

sooo happy today with baby...
i love you

Cross country run

just have this with me...

26th march

went to youth park at 6.30am and reached thr at around 7am...
before the run started few days ago,chin and me were planning to run together to survive the top 20 medalist...

the sky is still dark when we reached there...
met up with marcus,xuan yang,jingjie,yu chin and peng long...
jackson arrived quite late withhis POLO_TEE AND CASUAL PANTS...

we are the first team to be flagged off..
chin stood beside me.

3,2,1 HORNN
we ran towards the fence,leap over and started our journey till the finishing line...
all the way i never stop down because i wanted to be list in the top 20 because its the last year for me in chung ling...
but...
i did stopped for awhile because i feeling like vomitting out and cant manage anymore but thn i still forced myself to stand up and continue the run..
chin lead me at first but i manage to chase him up when finishing line is near...
in the end...
i made it!!
haha
i got the 20th place...
haha

pics will be uploaded sooon

MSSPP

MSSPP soccer starts today at smk teknik bt lanchang...
went to sch early this morning to face the decipline teacher..
lol...dont want to mention again...
football starts at 330pm but i left earlier home...
score for te first half is 2-0
we manage to maintain better in the second half....

walter crossen the ball towards the goal post and i ran and made a low shot...
gosh i tot it was a goal but the ball suddenly changed position and hit the goal post...
gosh!!!
stupid miss

the second time i ran through the defenders with the ball and im facing the goal keeper one on one...
I CANT EVEN SCORE PAST HIM!!!






gosh...
bad day...
final score 2-0...
will be having another match tommorrow vs smk batu lanchang...
hope we can make it and stop all the stupid mistakes

KL

took at restaurant in KL...4gt the name d...haha


a cool ferrari parked outside hotel


hug on bbe while on the way to kl..haha

KL KL...
nothing much to say but shopping...
went to the gardens...
gosh...
all international brands there and the prices are...phew...wow...haha
went to watch movie at night that day and the normal movie ticket cost rm27...
gosh...
gold class cost rm60!
but anyway its worth it to pay because the surrounding is smooth and nice...
dont wanna say much...
pic tells all...haha

KL~Malacca

]
this is chipdale and his name is BBE





took with jie jie and didi










bro eating otak2






enjoying my chendol and laksa...haha



took it before leaving hotel..haha



hotel...haha



woke up around 7 in the morning,after breakfast,head towards KL to fetch jie jie together to malacca...
2 hours journey to KL and 2 hours to malacca...
gosh...
butt feels so damn pain in the car...
haha...

malacca~~
a historic place...
but nothing to play...
we stayed near mahkota parade and its also the tourist spot because those famous and MUST visit place such like studhuys,st.paul church,A' famosa,lots of museum are all between walking distance from my hotel..haha
its kinda like apartment,not realy hotel...haha

malacca also famous for its chendol and the nyonya food...
the chendol is diff compare to penang's...
penang's chendol is full of santan but malacca's chendol is full of gula melacca which is vry sweet and nice...
we also went to the BABY & NYONYA"S house museum...
unfortunately in there,strictly no camera and handphones allowed...
so i guess i just can describe it...

hmm...its kinda shabby inside there where a lady who wore like one of the nyonya as our in-house tour guide...
her english is somekind like...
hafal quite a ong time d because the way she talk its the same tone and no fullstop...haha
inside the house there are lots of antiques all made in german and italy...
she lead us into the room where baba and nyonya used to slp on wedding night during those days...
thne bed its nice but kinda small and their costume is sooo...heavy i guess...
pity them wearing on it during wedding day...
hmm...
the rest i dont know how to describe here...haha

later on we went to a coffee shop near the "QING YUN TING"temple
to taste on the homecook nyonya food...
only one word can describe...
YUMMY!!

at night went to mahkota parade...
honestly,penang's shopping mall is much better than there...
walk walk walk...
walk past a souveniers and gift shop...
i saw a vry cute chipdale...
the moment i saw tat i just think of someone!
baby!!
haha
baby loves bunny,rabbit and such stuf soo i took a picture and ask wheather baby like it?
baby's reaction is like...
owh gosh!!!its sooooooooooo cute!!
i want it...
haha
so....
its yours baby...
thats the end for that day at melacca...
melacca...
nice to see and snap pictures but not an ideal place to play...
haha

First day of travelling

slping in the car...too tired...haha






my lunch on car while on the way to ipoh..


woke up kinda late tat day because dady say wanna travel to ipoh and spend a night there to eat local food...
the nga choi kai is yummy...
haha...nothing much to post on the first day...
just some pic...haha

KL~~MALACCA

im leaving later for my holiday!!!
yippy....
but then gonna miss my baby soo damn much ...

baby will be fine here right?
hmmm

gonna post again this weekend with lots of pictures...(hope so)
haha

处女座

他们是如此单纯又是如此工于心计，他们是如此无私又是如此自我，他们是如此向往光明又是如此沉溺于黑暗，他们是如此自信又是如此自卑，他们是如此慷慨大方又是如此悭吝小气，他们是如此敏感细致又是如此麻木迟钝，他们是如此热情如火又是如此冷若冰霜，他们是如此崇拜权力又是如此蔑视权威，他们是如此墨守陈规又是如此渴求自由，他们是如此追逐功成名就又是如此淡泊名利，他们是如此绝对信任又是如此多疑，他们是如此一诺千金又是如此翻然毁约，他们是如此浪漫温柔又是如此不解风情，他们是如此瞬息万变又是如此一成不变。

一般说来处女座绝不花心，忠诚是他们的代名词。异性朋友多很可能是他们需要确定一个好人缘和自己有魅力，来反击那些普遍观点。一旦找到心中真爱，他会呵护你一辈子，只要你能给他安全感，他永不背叛，心中眼中唯你一人。寻花问柳，红杏出墙这些事与他们绝缘(一是责任感所致，二是怕麻烦)。

处女座很纯真，但绝不单纯，他们内心复杂得让人难以想象，很多不经意的事可能都是他们精心布置的。处女座也总在纯洁和好色之间徘徊，这一点最难说清。不过他们真正的内心是极其善良的，宁可自己苦也不愿伤害任何人，心灵如水晶一般晶莹剔透。

由于处女座性格上的因素，他们通常会显得压力很大。当周遭的事物已无法掌控，或是自己的情绪无法调节好时，他们会疯狂地逃避，堕落自己，这种状况通常对别人无害，却是伤害自己，让所有爱他们的人感到心碎。不过不用太担心，过一阵子他们自己会好的，他们天性的自我批判精神很快便会起作用。处女座一般不会彻底堕落，堕落前可能都已留有余地，只是在等待着希望的来临。甚至有时堕落都是做给别人看的。

处女座表面上快乐开朗，其实心里多半比较痛苦。他们似乎可以轻易地忘掉昨夜痛彻心
　　扉的哭声，不知不觉地进入第二天乐得合不拢嘴的状态。处女座的痛苦多来自于家庭的
　　不合和在友情、爱情上的失意。
　　

UNhappy~~~~HAPPY!!!

woke up at around 10 this morning...
spoke to baby till late nite yesterday...
baby woke up kinda late too...
she piggy...haha
we date to study at library today...
but unfortunately,we reached early but library open kinda late...
so we went to mcd to have some revision first...
baby wanted mcflury...
in the end i got to finish up...
hmmm....
baby started her bio but then i wanted to her to solve my bm exam paper...
sorry baby...
its for your own good..

later on baby took my ph and explore...
but suddenly baby felt sooo angry and left...
at first i dont know what happen but later i knew...
i dont want to say it out her...
im sorry baby...
i know you mad of what i had done but then it wont be repeated d aaa...
baby is back to me now...
im sorry baby...
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She's mine!

Sharon is mine!
She only belongs to me!


Whoever wanna take her away from me,u take my life better!


Whoever wanna separate us,stop wasting ur time and effort...


Sharon is always mine...
She used to be mine
She is mine
AND
she will be mine 4ever!

I LOVE YOU,SHARON

Its the end

the moment you told me that you hate me forever
we wont be together again...
i knew ITS THE END
all those words that you said last time i can feel that you're just shoowing off your temper but not now...
your different from last time...
what you said now you meant it and you never put me in your heart anymore!
just like what you said ytd...
you made it between few hours...

all these while i gave my true heart to you but u said i played you...
i dint...
i just want you to give me a chance to voice out my feel...
i dont understand why you cant get it...

im a bad guy to you...
im tired of saying the same things and you never understand...
i will leave evry post for another 3 days...
i hope you can see all again and again...
i know its imposible to ask you back anymore...
i just hope you realy understand that im true to you all these while...
i will delete everything after this 3 days...
i hope you will view every post again...
please...
we need to talk face to face

The worst day

I woke up to msg you...
everything seems fine...
but you changed alot towards me...
why whn u say u wanna change,
u can change so easily?

i realy hope u read my blog before you went out today...
those are all the post i posted this morning

you told me that we wont have chance together anymore...
you hate me forever...
why???
you said that i played you all these while...
please think back

did i realy played you?
if i did,i wont spend so much effort to treat you better...
i wouldnt have created a blog and always tell you something here...
did you realy read before all my post?
you know what are you talking today?

yea i admit that i got go out with my frens so you too rite?
so why the things you can do,cant i?
caNT i be a normal human too?

you dint pick my phone...
you dint reply me msg...

how am i gonna know whats going on and let me explain to you the truth??

i know you wanna say lots and lots of i hate you now...

如果

如果一切可以再重来,我真的希望会做得更好守住你~
如果一切可以顺利地走,我希望你只会爱我~
如果我懂得控制些就不会让你不开心~
如果我知道完美的男友怎么当就不会有今天~
如果我能给你多一些你就会更珍惜我~
这一些都是如果~
如果一切都可以重来那该多好~但生命中会有多少个如果?
那都是以前的如果~而现在~
如果我能放下你我就不会像现在那么痛苦~
如果我找到新的伴侣就不会那么固执~
如果我和别人的时间多一些就可以彻底吧你当朋友~
但这些如果我办得到么?我不知道
我只知道你现在的一切我根本没有勇气去知道~
你生活里的每一天我都不想知道因为我会很痛苦~我不知道你还要和多少个男生在一起
为什么你要那样呢?
我把你当朋友的那一刻起再信息你了因为现在的我还没放下

后悔,有用么?

我后悔选择答应了你昨天所说的话~
原以为一切可以变得更好~
但自从你说了那一句话后~
分分钟与你聊天~
口中都会露出不一样的男生~
我不知道你是故意想让我吃醋~
还是你觉得之前的日子里我阻止了你和其他男生~
所以现在一说要回到原点还特地指出你我都是单身,想做么都行~
而你就一次过可以放下来和别人一起了么?
现在的你不再是陪我了~你只是随口招待我信息而已~
或许你觉得那样和朋友们一起会更开心的,我不想多说了~
随你吧~你开心就好
现在起虽然我们是朋友~
但我不想和你多联络了~
因为很多时候我知道你改变了~
只是我还没有~
我要懂得适应~
因为现在的你不再是那个乖巧呆在我身边的女孩了~
说到这里怎么总觉得心还有些疼~
或许少知些你的事会让我更好过~
你也只口声告诉我是朋友我也知道你不只和女性朋友多些了~
不发信息给你不代表我心里早已没有你
偶尔发写信息给你问候~
说明我的怀念~
这一些都是为了你~
好好享受没有我的日子吧
:-)

重来

很多时候~
很多事情~
可以再重来~
但有些事可以么?
话说的简单~
其实挺难办得到~
在一起曾经一起渡过的怎能说忘就忘?
我会尽力~
或许这对大家都会有个好结果~
朋友~
会有一万重可能
相逢也是其中一个可能~
不知道什么时候我不把这当日记了~
而是把心里说不出的痛都写在这~
我蛮喜欢现在的感觉~
谢谢你的谅解

是你决定我的伤心

当初你选择了离开~
你选择对我残忍~
我常问自己~
爱一个人真的可以掌握天底一切么?
女人~
每一次想到你那天对我的残酷~
你说过的不会离开~
真的让我好心疼~
那天后你有没有真正的了解过
我的心实在伤得好重~
也没有人帮我治疗~
而你却可以当没事的踏入生活~
你知道你好自私么?
你为什么可以那样对一个那么爱你的男生?
看到我现在的脆弱~
你是否满意了?
你要的都有了~
我真渴望有人可以了解我真的是受伤了:-(

The one who will be with Sharon in future

this post is for the one who will be with sharon together in future...

i hope he will view this post...

sharon is realy a nice girl...
she wont flirt with anybody while being with you...
she wont do what a gf shouldnt...

sharon seems like a strong girl in everyway but actualy she is a girl who needs someone to care her all the time...
she is just like a baby to you...
you cant bully her...
sometimes when she cant successfully acheive something,she will show her temper on you because she needs you to console and calm back her...
she wont simply express to other guys so you have the responsiblity to be her ears and lend her your shoulder whenever she needs you...

you got to forgive her when she did something wrong because sometimes she doesnt mean it...
you got to hold her all the while to let her feel safe with you...

sharon doesnt like to eats japanese food...
many of guys like to eat so try not to bring her there too often
even you wanna bring her there,just order the black sause eel+rice for her will do...
she likes to eat the fish egg sushi too...

sharon likes to go to kim gary to have the cheese baked rice...
im sorry to her because i cant take cheese and milk since small so i harddly bring her there...

sharon hates you when you lied to her...
be honest to her no matter what you do...
she is a understanding person and might forgive you as long as its not too over...

dont force sharon on what she doesnt like...
when she says no,she means it..
if you force her then you will make her unhappy...

sharon loves chocolate....
dont get her the biiter one...
whenever she is sad...
buy her some chocolates...
she will be happy back soon...
sometimes sharon needs to bite you no mateer when she is happy,she is sad or fustrated...
sometimes it may be very painfull but dont push her away and dont ever ler her know its very pain...
hang on awhile to let her calm back...


sharon wants you to be more caring and understanding...
she wants you to care her and put her infront much more than anything...
she is easily fulfiled girl...
so you dont have to worry too much...
as long anything you did came frm your true heart then she will be happy...

treat sharon like a little princess to you...
her wishes are not too over...
try to make and give her everything the best...
she trust you and wants your comment on most of her things..
trust yourself too...


till the day when YOU read this post...
and sure that you can did all this for sharon d,
go ahead...
and i promise you my mind wont live this girl anymore
and you got to play your role as a bf well...

^^

Got my prize

got my OXY consolation prize d...
wakakaz...
although its a consolation prize but i felt sooooooo happy because its the first time i receive such prize from the net...
luckily i dint attend school taday...
or else my prize maybe terminated...
haha

The 5th day

i dint go to school today because i
HACHIU~~
HACHIU~~~
hmm...you know...
haha

but its a good thgs too...
at school there is no teaching anymore and lots of absentees...
so what for im going to school?
to sit down there and thinking all the past?

all the sweet memories?
whenever i think back those days...
i feel very pity towards myself...
im so sad thinking of that...
now holiday is coming...
we used to plan going out together and so on...
but for soo long this is the first time we dint have any planning nor even contact since the holiday is reaching...

i used to hold you when we are together...
used to pull your nose
used to rub your cheeks
used to kiss you anytime
used to play with your hair
used to hold you tight while your watching any stage shows

those are the time being together...
i feel so painfull or i should say sweet IN MY HEART...
it had all gone...
no more

the 5th day came so fast its gonna be one week...
in btween this momoment i guess she had changed alot...
she have lots of friends to deal with and lots of activity...
her heart maybe had fallen towards other people?
i dont know...
its so scary to think bout that
since the day she is not my gf...
it had been all out of my control...
i feel i cant hold her heart anymore...
all the promise towards me...
where had it gone?

feel so tired of myself...
feel so tired thinking of the one who already left you down bu then you are still thinking of her...

gonna sleep again...
sleep till im totaly awake!

NOT a prank call

woke up by a phone call this morning around 9:30
the calling number seems familiar...
i know!
thats the number which called me 6 times yesterday while im at school...
hmmm...
knida...
i dont know how to describe it...
let me repeat the conversation then you will understand

let the guy that called me name Patrick (p)
while im (j)




p : hello,is this jayvin here?(jayvin,my lil bro)

j : no,he's not in,who are you looking for him?

p :owh,he is not here,so who are you then?

j : im his brother,may i know who are you looking for him through my handphone?

p : owh,actualy is like that,jayvin participate in a oxy contest and won a consolation prize so i would just like to confirmm with you your address again so that my company can send the parcel to you

j : wait...wait... why must i believe you that...u suddenly called me and told me that i won a prize and how the hell you got my address?

p :so your thinking that we are robbers now la?no we are not i've told you bout the oxy competition and by the way the subscription form there he wrote JAYREN as his sister...

j : (my mind blank awhile because that oxy contest sounds familiar...)
well why dont you just leave it at the post office and we'll just collect it later

p : we are not from the post office,my company is an international courier service...(etc,promoting)

after he kept repeat bout the oxy classroom contest i suddenly

j :owh!!!im sry patrick,its kinda long ago i joined the competiton,i dint realise that...hha...

p :haha...its ok so later are you at home?
well send the consolation prize to you later

j :owh okay...thanks...

now understand d?

haha...feel knida embarrased because i spoke kinda loud to him just now...

actualy i joined the oxy contest i think last year end from facebook if im not wrong then i din wrote my actual name,you know...like my facebook i dont write my actual name...
i just cover my identity but then i wrote the correct address and correct number...

because that time i wasn't thinking of winning anything...
just because of bored,i played on the game...hahaha

swt huh?

Train under the rain

wow.........
reain heavily just now while we are training...
damn cold man...
but the feeling was nice...

its like the rain clear every of your sad things away...
haha

but due to that...
i cant go school d tomorrow...
HACHIU!!!
HACHIU!!!
haha...
so i can sleep late tomorrow...
haha

The 4th day

Its the 4th day today...
school its the same or i should say kinda boring today...
got few of my exams results and none of it passes...
gosh...
the worst exam i've ever done
i told myself to forget bout this term exam...
after this i will brush up my studies and be a more useful person in life...
SPM results announsed today...
saw lot of them got 10 straight A's and even 11 A+...
the feeling is like
although its not me there but then i can feel the pressure and nervous...
wonder a year later will i be able to obtain such good results...
that why i got to work hard after this holiday!@

back to topic...
hmm...
stll feel kinda unhappy and moody these few days...
i still miss her...
why???
why when the person you love the most hurt you but then you can still miss her so much...
till now i dont realy understand how could she or why she willing to treat me in such cruel way??
whenever i think bout this...
its so hurt...
i saw my previous post "You're back to me"
its totaly different from now...
yesterday while i clear my msg inbox and everything,i saw something

"Dont scare i will leave you...i stil lurve you as muchas last time dint fade at all.So...dont scare i gonna leave you kay?"

do you still remember all this msg that you sent me?
you lied to me...
you lied to me!
if you love me as much as you did you wont treat me like that that day...
i trust every single words of yours...
but in the end who left who behind?

i just cant stop getting this out of my mind...
feel so hurt and sad...

i always keep remind myself

"ppl ad dont want you le what u wanna do?beg to get back her love??noway!wake up...do more studies and stay happy now!"

but then i feel that...
compare to day one...
i got recover a lil bit d...
just a little bit...

as long as continue to stay alone now...
dont contact with her...
dont get myself involve in any of her things...
dont get to know anything bout her,
i guess i will stand up soon...

gonna have competition on 29th at st.georges...
just wanna focus on it now and hang out with friends more maybe will help...
gonna to watch lots of movie this coming holiday and starting this sat...
+ u to myself

^^

The 3rd and the half day without her

It came to an end today
11th of march is coming...
why time passes so fast but still she is in my heart?

think about a week before...
we soo happy chatting together...
a week later...
evrythg just gone beyond our eyes...

finish my exam today and should be happy...
but not this time...gosh...
got my mandrin and physics result today...
the sum of both paper also cant pass...
imagine that...
worst ever exam i had this year...
nevermind
it had passed...

sharon sharon~~
wonder how this girl carry on her life right now...
i guess she wont be so stupid like me...
she got the guts to do that which means her heart had died towards me...
but why im still thinking of her?

i used to be who im...
i can give up everything to make her happy..
yet now..
but i dont know still how long it may last...
if she needs something that can make her happy,i can fulfil for her...
am im stupid?

i guess she doesnt need anything
because she choose to live without me...
im soo useless in her heart ma?
its okay...i will try to coax myself...
she have her friends which i feel its more important than me since the day we broke up...
i bet she is having fun with her friends now...
maybe planning to go shopping this coming holiday...
maybe chat with new friends everyday and forgot JAYREN this name...

feel so useless in life..
i never satisfy anyone including the one i love...

i will continue to post everyday since the day being alone until she fully gets of my mind...
i dont know how long will it takes but at least im struggling hard...

exam finished...
lots of training and planning up starting tomorrow...
hope this might get me out faster and let me stand on my own feet again
^^

3rd day alone

Time passes so fast
Its the 3rd day im living alone now
Nobody knows how pain is my heart...
Everything captured in my heart,stuck in there but i cant voice out...
My heart is so pain
Im sad everyday
Although i wanna forget her but i still cant now
I just hope time can make changes
Time can cure everything
But how long?

Why SHE treat me lidat?
Does anybody knw how pain my heart feels?
Its lik a knife deeply stab into my heart...
Why can human be s0 忍心?
:'(

Ps.im so sad n moody everyday

如果这不是结局

如果这不是结局 如果我还爱你
如果我愿相信 你就是唯一
如果你听到这里 如果你依然放弃
那这就是爱情 我难以抗拒
如果这就是爱情 本来就不公平
你不需要讲理 我可以离去
如果我成全了你 如果我能祝福你
那不是我看清 是我证明 我爱你

一颗心的距离

一双闪着泪光的眼睛
要多努力才能把雨看成星星
握住我手但别给我同情
执着的人要从倔强寻找勇气
好像很近瞬间又远离
很难实现才叫梦想才要决心
我们终于一起来到这里
当我激动不能言语把我抱紧
我们隔着一颗心的距离
有笑有哭地去回忆
夏天秋天纯真蜕变的电影
会是一辈子做不腻的事情
静静隔着一颗心的距离
交换最真实的情绪
庆幸太不勇敢的纪念日里
你曾经给我多重要的鼓励

好像很近瞬间又远离
很难实现才叫梦想才要决心
我们终于一起来到这里
当我激动不能言语把我抱紧
我们隔着一颗心的距离
有笑有哭地去回忆
夏天秋天纯真蜕变的电影
会是一辈子做不腻的事情
静静隔着一颗心的距离
交换最真实的情绪
庆幸太不勇敢的纪念日里
你曾经给我多重要的鼓励

我想说没有你的声音
像没有歌词的旋律
就算可以很美很好听
也少了意义上的确定
我们隔着一颗心的距离
有笑有哭地去回忆
夏天秋天纯真蜕变的电影
会是一辈子做不腻的事情
静静隔着一颗心的距离
交换最真实的情绪
庆幸太不勇敢的纪念日里

though we hug each other before...
though we laugh together before
though we look at each other before
though we listen to each other before
though we work hard together to achieve something before

but it came to the end here~~
when will it be the next time again?
when will it start all over again?
nobody knows...
maybe it had end earlier than we did.




though thr is a distance between me and you now...
though evrythg change back to the beggining
though we have to live on our own now


i just hope you might stay happy and you can find your happiness with the real guy you need one day

From the beggining till the end

we start in a cute and funny way as what i post in my older post


but it too ended in a funny way...

haha...


maybe im lil bit too late...

or maybe to early?

Sh0uld have tuiti0n after sch today but due to some reason i cant go anymore..



i dont know and i dont want to know anything much more...

i just care on how to be happy on my own...

YOU used to be by my side to make me happy^^

now i have to stand up on my own and make myself happy

^^

i can make it BA...

I saw at J's blog........

每個女孩身邊都有一個不是男朋友的男朋友你們可能相愛過，你們也可能喜歡著彼此。
但是，為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起？

也許他為了朋友之間的義氣，不能追你。
也許為了顧及家人的意見，你們沒有在一起。
也許為了出國深造，他沒有要你等他。
也許你們相遇太早，還不懂得珍惜對方。
也許你們相遇太晚，你們身邊已經有了另一個人。
也許你回頭太遲，對方已不再等待。
也許你們彼此在捉摸對方的心，而遲遲無法跨出界線。

不過即使你們沒在一起，你們還是保持了朋友的關係。
但是你們心底清楚，對這個人，你比朋友還多了一份關心。
即使不能跟他名正言順的牽著手逛街，你們還是可以做無所不談的朋友。

他有喜歡的人，你口頭上會幫他追，心裏卻不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。
他遇到困難時，你會盡你所能的幫他，不會計較誰又欠了誰。
男女朋友吃醋了，你會安撫他們說你和他只是朋友，但你心中會有那麼一絲的不確定。

每個人這輩子，心中都有過這麼一個特別的朋友，很矛盾的行為。
一開始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然發現這樣最好。

你寧願這樣關心他，總好過你們在一起而有天會分手。
你寧願做他的朋友，彼此不會吃醋，才可以真的無所不談。

特別是這樣，你還是知道，他永遠會關心你的。

做不成男女朋友，當他那個特別的朋友，有什麼不好呢
你心中的這個特別的朋友...
是誰呢？

很多的感情，都因為一廂情願，最後連朋友都當不成了。
常常覺得惋惜，可惜一些本來很好的友情。
最後卻因為對方的一句喜歡你，
如果你沒有反應，這一段友情似乎也難以維持下去，這也難怪有些人會因此不肯踏出這一步。

因為這就像是一場賭注，表白了之後不是成了男女朋友，要不就連朋友都當不成了。

有些事不是你能預料的，或許對方不在意，你們還可以是朋友，但卻已經不如從前的好 。


i agree with you too...
its true

U,not ME!

All these while,the person who never kept promise is you...
U make my mind keep thinking wh0le nite ytd...

Rmber what you did to me today,nw!
I wont forget it...
Clap clap...
You're great!

为什么

应该说你绝~
还是应该说你无情?
彼此答应过的~
一切就忘了么?可能你有你的想法我不阻止你~
也许这对你来说会好些~
好吧~
至少我不用再为自己而感到不开心

dont act like you know

dont act like you know everything cause you dont...
you always tot everything bad...
i dont wanna say much...
i feel like there is nothing happy for me to post here....
damn...
fustrated...




studies is more important...
bare in mind that only education can bring us further...

i dont wanna act like a kid now...
i hope i choose the coreect path for my future...

work hard for ME

Go on with your future

i went to a talk bout "options after SPM" just now...
i now understand the difference between a-level and diploma in any field...
haha...

dont let the one you love now affect your future...
thats one of the part i heard...

anyway...
i join the spin and win contest just now and almost won the grand prize...
the needle that pointed on my prize is just bside the grand prize....gosh!!a netbook man.....
haha...
what to say??its luck..

anyway...
fun day...
haha

Treasure after you lost

Treasure after you lost it...

does anyone encounter such situation before?
i bet evryone of you guys does...

why this situation always held on us?
its unfair actualy...

talk about couple
couples always met such things...
people always said that those days of courting time and the time before being commited as couples are the most sweet time..
honestly i agree with that,
you can give everythg to the one you like that time and told yourself that he/she will be your partner in the future life..
yes!
everybody feels so...
but half year later or maybe earlier,evrythg change...
sometimes its maybe you feel like ur facing the same situation everyday and the way you guys communicate are always the same...sounds boring huh?
till the day when you guys broke off u just feel that you should have appreciate it earlier and no such thgs will happen...
next moment,you guys be back together and promise not to quarel...
tis maybe last for another few weeks...
few weeks later all became back to normal...
start to break,together back~~break,together back~~
and everytime the breaking become earlier and earlier....
soon,you guys end up nothing...

why must we appreciate the person we care just when they are gone??
same as im facing now...
i feel that you dont even spend your time with me and so...
why you wanna scold me always and make me unhappy?=(
have you ever think that...
we cant predict whats gonna happen tomorrow...
if tommorow is the end of the day,wont you feel pity that we dint spend our time together nicely?
gosh..why im stuck here...
i hope there is someone to agree with me...

UNhappy (2 consecutive days)

whats wrong with me??
or perhaps whats wrong with you??

im very bad mood and down this two days...
cant you be more caring?

hiaz...anyone to be my listener??

UNhappy

i dont know why i feel so unhappy now...as at (9:55pm)

exam today...
not bad but monday....
sayonara...

haha

you are sweet

baby....
you are sweet..
these are all you wrote for me...

on your tuition paper...
on your tuition table...
on your hand...
on the sand...

you are cute...
i love you...

Where should i go

I dont know where to go when im lost...
I dont know who can realy listen to me...
I need someone that can listen to me and tell me what to do...

whn i find you...
you will just like...dont talk bout it...
then how m i gonna share my feelings with you?
you know what i actualy hope for?
i just hope you tell me what to do...

im sorry if i disappoint you again...
but i dint change...
i just listen to you...

I am you

I share your laughter
I share your pain
I share our happiness
I share your sadness
And i t0o share your angry-ness

S0,fuck off you bitchy...
Move your hands off people...